hey all...ah~ holidays have started..and its been really boring...its not that i dont have any frens to hang out with...its just that sometimes..on certain days that i really want to leave my house and be with my frens...sometimes..my family just doesnt allow me to...they keep saying that its that i dont spend enough time with them..and its not like i dont...i always hang out with them at night at dinner..like normal teens...but sometimes...they just dont get it...im really lonely and nobody can ever help me to get rid of the pain! i just hate to feel lonely..]
sometimes...on saturdays...we have those types of family gatherings..in which all of us can meet up...cousins..uncles...aunts...grandparents...ya..its one hell of a rowdy party...but somehow...nobody seems to care about me...no one talks to me...well...only one or two lines..and they dont talk to me at all..maybe its cause i am not socialable..? maybe its beacause i am too young..? or maybe its cause i just dont fit in...
its really lonely..like today..i can hear them all outside...while i am in here...alone..and listening to them sound so happy...
the probably dont know i exist...and its too much that it makes me feel like crying...
sometimes...on saturdays...we have those types of family gatherings..in which all of us can meet up...cousins..uncles...aunts...grandparents...ya..its one hell of a rowdy party...but somehow...nobody seems to care about me...no one talks to me...well...only one or two lines..and they dont talk to me at all..maybe its cause i am not socialable..? maybe its beacause i am too young..? or maybe its cause i just dont fit in...
its really lonely..like today..i can hear them all outside...while i am in here...alone..and listening to them sound so happy...
the probably dont know i exist...and its too much that it makes me feel like crying...
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