urgh.....i absolutely hate her sooooooooo much!!!

i have a big problem!!! i have this friend...ok not so much a friend but an enemy....no wait i mean a pain in the ass...this person is such a liar, thief and has no determination to complete her work....and since i sit next to her, she always expects me to do her homework for her! i cannot believe that i actually thought on the first day of we sitting together that she was a nice person...but she was an evil asshole to begin with!!!! i absolutely cannot believe that she would on the first fews day be nice and a very fucking horrible person afterwards!!!!

the worst thing about her, she "buys" friends! as in she pays people to be her friend! She bribes people to do her homework for her, carry her items up the stairs and she thinks that everyone is fatter than hereven though she is overweight!! she thinks she is so cool that she always struts around like a queen and she says that all the guys in her tution class falls for her no matter what she wears but in truth all the boys repel her!!!

So basically i just hate her!! i hope she dies a terrible death...and please pardon my vulgarities but i am just so irritated with her...

wish my life was more exciting...

...i am so bored.....i wish my life was more exciting...sometimes i imagine myself as a secret agent...(ok i know that i may be a bit..ok maybe alot...childish...but its fun....) sometimes i even wish that i was a witch...or maybe a vampire....cause witches are so cool with their spell books and charms ad vampires cause they can drink blood, have super powers and they come out only at night...and theycan fight people who threaten them...but i like the part which they come out at night cause they can do anything they want at night and well i basically like the dark....by the way, i am not and i repeat NOT emo or goth...
sometimes i even tink that i am a rockstar or a top athlete...(hey i like sports ok...) one day i wish to become an awesome archer....

besides imagining being (ok, i will admit...) weird stuff, i also do jogging and go to the arhery ranch to do some archery...oh...i remember one time i was doing some shooting then while i was about to shoot an arrow, my friend came from behind me and hit me so hard i let go of the arrow and it flew to the butt of my instructor....luckily it was not sharp and did not hurt him much but seeing that sight was very funny and me and my friend could not help but kept laughing..i know i know i was very mean but if you had seen that sight, you would have so definitely laughed your head off too...but i did feel bad...

well after that incident, i have got to make sure no matter what, i have to make sure the arrows do to the right target and not to someone else's butt.....

but i have to admit that i am weird so i have got to stop imagining me being an agent etc..but i wish life was more exciting...

feeling irritated....

this has been a long time since i wrote on my blog...i feel so very glad that i remembered my blog password or i would be very worried...

... i absolutely cannot stand my classmates!!!! they are so out of control...i especially cannot stand this one girl!!! she thinks that just cause she is the head prefect, she thinks that she owns the school and can control the whole student body but all she does is just makes us miserable....i have told the teachers about her but she just keeps getting worst...so in the end i just ignore her....but she always tries to get me into trouble....i keep telling her to leave me alone but she just keeps finding faults in me and just keeps telling the teachers what i had done wrong...once, i was trying to finish my homework early in the morning in class, just like everyone (including her), she told on me and just for that, i was punished with a week of detention and evryone got away scott free, including her! that just fustrates me.

well enough about the negative side of my life, the positive side is that i won a 2nd for this violin competition...which was pretty good compared to people who were around 18 and above, so i was quite relieved when i heard the placement...hey it is pretty good for me considering that i always get 3rd place for most of my piano and violin competition...and whats more, in another competition which is about achery i got 1st placing so i was basically jumping for joy!!!

well i have to end here cause my life is not very interesting, i just keep thinking of ways to spice up my life but what the heck, just getting through the day is already enough for me...what do you think?

i feel so troubled...

i have a situation on my hands...you see there is this group...i will call it the A group...and the other B group...
okay...i was in the A when i started making a friend with the B group....then when the A found out, they said to me," Hey you should go and play a trick on the girl you call a friend." i refused and now they are hating me...the other horrible thing is that when i went to B and tried to make friends with them, they just pushed me away and said," You are now of no use to us, leave us alone." i was so....i felt so betrayed, i just wanted to have a simple life and evrything turned out into me being a pawn from B for getting A's secrets, so i am devasteated....now i fell in pain, i dun have any friends i can trust anymore...so my lesson is that whenever you want to join a group, make sure you know what they are like...

i love my church!!!

hi peps u must be wondering why i said i love my church? Well, today my church had a outing..we played like about um i tink 4 games. 1 of the games is sliding on this piece of plastic...see first you must sit on the plasric which has soap water covering it. you first slide on the piece of plastic. There will be one person sitting on each end. then we will slide and meet each other. After that, we will do rock paper sisccors and hen the winner keeps sliding beating all of the other person group members. once you reach the end, your group wins. the funny thing was that instead of meeting each other peacefuly, we banged into each other...the sight was very hilarious!!!! Another game is that there will be one person holding this apple on a stick and then the other group members have to eat it without touching it. and all of us were just gobbling it and we finished it in like 2 mins it ws so fun!!!!

Well i need to go!!! c u peps in my next blog!!! bye

P.S. Guess what!!! the apple was covered in peanut butter!!!! gross and all of us had to eat it!!!

wats up people..

hi everyone...today when i was reading this book...i thought about this poem....well then i wrote a new one for all my friends and enemies and even for my past friends..ok here goes...

THE GOOD AND EVIL

BY ME!!!

everyone is good yet bad,

sometimes it makes me sad,

to see the one i love get hurt,

i start to cry i start weep,

wondering why people always keep

grudges against each other

when we can all help one another.

but oh some people are so nice,

they make evil people seem so nice.

still i wish we wouldn't fight,

and fight for justice with all our might.

this poems was inspired by a fight with my friend but 3 seconds later we were friends again...so thats want i think good is and a best friend is always there...thats good right?

hello everyone on earth...

hey peps....i m back with a secret to tell......i have a....violin!!!! i m like seriously happy cause i have always wanted to lear the violin since i started playing the piano!!!! next i also have a bow and arrow because i started archery lessons!!!! i absolutely love to arch cause it requires concentration and calmness......well i dunno if calmness is even a word but aiya you get my point right.....and i absolutely love it cause i can pretend that the target was someone i hate and shoot it or i could play cupid if i want this boy and girl to fall in love....well i know its weird but hey its who i am....well life is good but i took up archery because i was inspired by this person who could arch so well that i wanted to do it as well....well thats kind of all i have to say today...see you guys in my next blog...

hey hey hey i m so...actually i dunno how i feel...game

hey people.....i back after quite some time( hey i love my blog i...try to write one everyday but sometimes i cant ok so i feel happy i can write it....) i had to study for the hell out of so many test....just thinking bout it makes me feel angry.....now that i got back my results i am soo feeling great.....i got all about 70 and above....i feel so relaxed....
now lets talk about feelings on my piano exam....a few days before the exam, i felt very stressed out cause my music teachers was always expecting a dinstinction.....during the exam i felt so nervous because the examiner was so scary....( i also felt very scared of her).....
now i need to worry about my dance exam....i feel the stress now....
then there is the inter-school basketball tournaments so i am seriously scared.... what if we cant get into the nationals???? ugh.....why do i take up so many things? oh yeah....its for my scholarship out of singapore so i can study abroad....ok i decided to do badminto as well....wow....i am so weird...i just hope i can cope under the list of things to do during my weekend....
ahhh.....i weekends are never free.....i feel so sad for myself....

ok now that you have seen this blog.....count how many feelings i feel.....but the thing is you cant count the repeated...and some that i may have forgotten to bold....so be careful....( sorry but there is no prize.....and this is also the blog i want to type and is not a copy of someone elses ok?!)

so happy...

today is finally the end of my tests but sadly i still have more test next term!!!! but right now i dont want to talk about tests or exam or about studies...i want to talk about my friends....so today was the end of tests day right....they (& me) went to celabrete at our favourite hangout place...and then we saw our seniors at our hangout.....then they said congrats on doing a good job upon winning the basketball title....then i thought oh ya!!!! i totally forgot to tell my team about this situation about we meeting the seniors today son i was really scared if they were angry....but they were absolutely very super super happy!!!! Then we played....we went to a nearby court to play basketball....my team against our seniors...we are now taking a half an hour break....(i am still there...) so i have time to write my blog...well the score now is 43-48 and the seniors are winnning......OH NO!!!!! we have got to win!!!!! the prize is that if we win against the seniors....they pay for our dinner.....anyway right now they are already paying for our drinks....so we are kinda grateful to them.....but they owe us for winning the title and making our school proud!!!!! Anyway.....we have got to win because we must surpass our seniors...its my only dream....(besides being a pianist that is but piano is still my fave past time....piano rocks!!!) well got to get back to my game!!!! i need to win!!!! well see you guys in my next blog....you guys rock!!!!

my test is so horribly hard....

hey hey hey all you guys out there!!! nice day today? well today was my chinese test and i was freaking out!!! i am like so scared of seeing my results cause i was like so did not study at all cause of my sister's friend's concert!!!! i did not have time to study and i know...i know that in my previous blog i wrote that we should not do the rhings i am doin now but hey....you are under pressure and we forget right?

anyway to take my mind of tests or having problems i go playing basketball and running to clear everything in my head. its like my R&R time...some people read some people sleep so i think i am weird by doing some excercise wheni am under pressure logically if you did work already and feel stress then you dont go to excercise and put more pressure on yourself but i like to play basketball and i love to run more than anything.....well if you think i am weird then i dont care but i love doin what i love....so what do you like to do in your R&R???? well if its a secret....you can keep it to yourself and not tell but please leave a comment k?

wahhhhh.....so stress!!!!!

hey yall...i am seriously stress because this week is our test week!!! so i am like seriously freaking out people i am seriously, seriously going to faint under the stress!!!! anyway....lets talk about ways to relax....if you have time, you can meditate and breath but between studying for each subject, go to your room window and look out of the window...and admire the scenery.....

ok now about stress....dont let it get to your head and keep calm when studying and during the test....during tests, you should make sure that you must stay calm and get enough rest the night before and another tip is that dont cram everything into your head just the night before, so that you can get enough rest and not sleep after finishing the test...you can use that time to check your paper over and over again until you are very sure of the answer....

Example my friend did not study for a test one time and the night before she tried to cram evrything into her head and went to sllep at around 2 am and woke up at 5.30 am. In the end, she fell asleep during the test and failed it by getting below 50.

So learn from her experience and get enough sleep the night before and study a few days before the exam and try not to cram everything in the night before K?

For any questions, please ask me at the comment box!!!! good luck for any upcoming test....even if you dont have any coming up, good luck in evrything you do!!!! U guys rock!!!

THE RIVERVALE

wondering why my title is 'THE RIVERVALE'? I too have no idea what my cousin is thinking. I guess, i'll just hand it over to her then!!

HELLO EVERYONE!! Sarah in the house!! I am Shermaine's (overloadlurve) wonderful cousin!! HAHAHAA! Hope everyone is having an awesome Saturday night!! Just like how Shermaine is enjoying her Saturday by going to ballet, music, church and playing MY beautiful guitar! HA! what I am sayin right now so doesnt make sense. OMG! HELP! okay! people i gotta go. !! LOVE U ALL! DONT MISS ME!

My cousin is a little bit CRAZY!! SORRY!! Well, she may be crazy but she's the best cousin i ever had!! (thank you!) Let me explain why. She's inspiring, funny, a little bit too sacarstic.... BUT...She helps me in everything that I do and she's even teaching me how to play the guitar. Well, if you had a cousin like her, you'll definitely not want to lose her!!

Well, that's all for today. I need to get back to my guitar lesson...by her....because she's the best guitarist ever....and i hope to see you all again in my next blog!!!! SEE U LATER!!! :)

whao i am sooooo tired....

Hey all, one more day till valentines day and today in school, I had so many people handing me chocolates and wishing me happy valentines day....It was also very weird that my teacher wished me a happy valentines day and gave me a hug. I was so weirded out and a little happy...hey its not everyday you get a hug from a teacher....

Then after school, my friends and me went to this resturaunt and i went to this little room and the lights were all off then suddenly the lights came on and all my friends shouted at my saying happy valentines day and i was like saying," Hey guys tomorrow is valentine day not today." then my friend replied," Hey tomorrow may be valentine day and we are celabrating it today and beside, you need to go on a date with your boyfriend..." i blushed and said," No way!!! i dun have a boyfriend..." my friend replied," You will get one soon enough!"

Then i went home and my neighbour was giving everyone in the neighbourhood 10 cupcakes. I was like sooooooo full cause all my friends gave me chocolate and my neighbour gave me cuppcakes so i have alot of calories to burn so i really need to go jogging.

Do you think that valentine day is a wonderful day. Full of love and romance and new blooming relationships. Well to all couples out there, " Happy Valentines Day" ( i know there is still one more day to go but still no harm in saying it first hand rite?)

i dun like this.....

Hi its been a while since i wrote my blog because my mother punished me cause my sis rad me out for being 1 min late to come home. I was angry that i screamed at her that it was only one min.
One time i was very early for dance class because my mother scolded me for eating the last apple. I could not take it that i ran out of the house.
Another time, I was doing my homework amd she barged into my room and shouted at me for not doing my chores when i had already done them the day before.
I just dislike my mother alot. She is so crazy. She is also very irritating because she always interupts me when i am doing something. She is also very annoying because she always ask me to do this sor her and when i want her to do something for me she scolds me and say do it yourself.
I really dont like this kind of people. I dont like being treated like a child and being pushed around. i want people to treat me my age. I dont like this feling at all....

my friend that abondaned me...

Today, i went to my friends house after church and i had a problem with her. I went talking to her sister and i ignored her completely she was seriously angry. She pulled me towards her and said,"Today i thought it was going to be you and me talking to each other only?" I said ," Whats wrong, i am only talking to your sister." She said,"Well i am jealous. So you wont talk to me then i wont talk to you." Then she tried to drive me out of the house. I tried to explain to her that i was asking her sister what type of presents would she like because her birthday is coming but she would not listen.
So the advise that i would give everybody is that do not misunderstand your friends. Well this just proves that friends come and go. But to be totally honest. I do not want to lose any friends that i have made.

my friend is so weird...

Today, my friend and me had a fight over who gets the last piece of ham bread. I absolutely cant stand the fact that she tried to bribe me so that she could get the last piece of bread. I thought whoa de javu much! I said fine take the bread and keep the money. I walked away. "Hey! wait what! whats gotten in to you? you usually fight for the bread!!!" I ignored her and walked away.
During class, she smiled at me and thanked me for the bread. I said it was nothing but can we stop fighting over food. Then she suddenly turned angry and then she said, " Whats wrong with that??? I like it that way!!! Now that you dont fight for food you are no fun anymore. I liked it better when you fight."
When school ended, I was on my way home, I thought why did she say that? Why would she like to fight with me? So many questions i liked to ask!!! But so many that cant be answered.
If anyone can answer these questions, I would really like you to answer. but do you think she is weird?

my friend is so delicate...

today, me and my friend went running. She fell down and twisted her wrist. I quickly brought her to a sensei to cure it. Went we came out, she fell again and she twisted her knee and ankle and in we went again. Then we saw our friend when we came out the second time. She saw my friends bandages and started to snicker. My friend started to cry. I stood between my friends and said to my friend who was snickering, "What is so funny may i ask?" She ended up bursting up laughing and saying,"Look at her she is covered in bandages!!!!" I saw my other friend crying and she said,"She is a cry baby! Look at her, she is crying like a baby." I clenched my fist and gritted my teeth trying to refrain the urge to slap her. I said,"Would you laugh if you were in her shoes? How would you feel if people were laughing at you? You have no respect for other people. I cant stand the fact that you think that your so great, you are just to arrogant." I took my crying friend's hand and walked away. I really felt bad for my friend so i brought her to coffee bean and bought her some hot chocolate. I said," Chocolate will make you feel better, trust me ok?" She nodded and took the drink and thanked me. After a few hours of silence she said she wanted to go home so i escorted her home and went back home myself.
After this incident i never will respect anyone who think great of themselves. I will never look at arrogant people the same way again. I thought my other friend was very stupid because my this friend was in so much pain and she made her feel worse. If i ever encounter this kind of people, I would not hesitate to walk away. Granted i also sometimes be arrogant, so i vowed to myself that i would change. I will defenitely try my best.
Have you ever encoutered this kind of people? Do you think they are irritating or annoying? What do you think?

a very busy day...

today i went to my uncles house to tuition my 10 year old cousin in english i am very good in english so my uncle asked me to tuition him. I agreed to do it for free cause he wanted to pay me $400 a month. Then at 11.30 a.m. i went to tennis practice then i went to badminton class at 2.30 p.m. i then went to my chinese tuition at 4 p.m. the teacher gave us one chinese essay, 3 worksheet, 4 book reviews and 1 chinese exercise in our workbook. I was so damn tired and i still needed to rush of to my basketball practice at 6 p.m. I was late for practice and in the end had to run 100 rounds around the court. I cursed myself for learning so many things. After practice, I went to eat my dinner at 7 p.m. i ate it in like.....15 mins cause i was so hungry i could just die. After dinner at 7.20 p.m. my sis and me started to play monopoly. I am still playing it now but i want a break cause i am losing all my money...i only have like $100 of monopoly money left so i demanded a restart. She agreed to it and she is calling all my cousins to come over and play cause we all live a few blocks away from each other and it is quite convinient. So since i have time to kill until they get here, i decided to write my blog....opps they came already got to go and play wish me luck on winning...

A funny thing that happened to me today....

hey...today a funny thing or you can call it wacky thing happened. I went to my friends house and i saw her brother holding a flower blushing...i said hi to him and he handed me the flower and said whether or not i would go out with him. I said no cause i did not like him. He said,"Oh! its okay cause i was only practicing on me so that he could confess to a girl i liked for 3 months." i replied,"Oh! Actually you should not have done that. If if only arh...i really liked you i would have said yes what would you do? You should only let the girl you like hear those words." he apologized and thanked me. I told my friend that it was time to go. She said ok and saw me home.
Hey what do you think? Do you think that he was wrong to do that and you should only confess to the girl you like?

One of the most wonderous days...

Today i had a wonderful day. Well at first me and my friend had a big fight over some stupid shirt and who gets the last seat on the MRT. Then she came over to my house and she apologized to me cause she said it was a new year and we should start afresh. I agreed. Then she said, "Put on your outing clothes, we are going shopping and it is all on me!" I had no idea what had happened so i just followed her. She brought me to vivocity and i did not buy anything cause i felt bad cause she was paying for everything and in the end she bought me a beatiful dress but i tried to refuse but in the end, she forced me to take it. And if i didnt, she would not be my friend...I did not have much of i choice. I asked her why she was doing all this and she replied, " Today is the day you led us to the championship. Remember in primary school? You prevented the last ball from going into the goal post, and just in time for the end of the game." oh! how could i forget? I stopped the ball just in time. Wow! I forgot this was the 4th anniversary of our teams win. I asked," Then where is the team?" She said,"Come on slow poke, follow me if you want to know!"
When we reached a reaturant, we went in i saw my team and our coach scream surprise to me! I was dumbfounded and i asked how much this had cost and they said who cares, it is your day and we all seriously dont care bout the money. I was seriously really happy that tears of joy ran down me faced and my coach lifted a cup and said a toast to our saviour. We all cheered and we celabrated till 8 pm until my coach had to leave and so did i. I needed to go and eat dinner with my family and tonight is family night and i dont really get to see them much and i really want to see them.
I really was super happy...i was so happy...now i know what it means to have fun with all your friends. I hope it will be like this everyday....well something like this but not so extravagant though...hehe>.<

a horrid day

hello again. I am just so pissed off with my friends cause she copied my homework and i got in trouble and she got off clean sweep. What had happened is that she forgot to do her homework, and she asked me whether she could copy my homework. I did not agree so she told me that she would tell everyone my secret. I had no choice to agree. When she had done copying, we handed our paper up together and the teacher marked it on the spot. My paper had some words written on it. It said, see me after class. Oh no! I thought.
When class had finished, i went to her table in the staff room. She asked why my friend and me had all the same answer? I answered, I copied her. And i got a long lecture and as punishment, i had to write a 1000 word essay. I did that because she was our captain and i did not want her to get kicked out of the team. I was not because this was my first time doing this.
When i got back to class i saw my friend sitting on my seat and digging my bag. I asked her to stop what she was doing, but she did not listen instead she just digged deeper. I tried to pulled my bag away from her but she pushed me down and i fell to the floor. She said, che, your bag is so boring. And then she walked away. I just let it go and put my bag properly. I noticed that tears started rolling down my eyes. But i just ignored them. I need somone to talk to but i dont want to use the helplines cause i dont trust them. I would really like someone to talk too.
tsk...nothing really does change in school. I wish someday it will be a better tomorrow.

a day of surprises

hey yall, i had a day filled with surprises which were kind of weird. Today i was walking down the stairs i saw my senior that i had a big fight with a week ago smiled at me with a super duper pleasant smile. I had no idea what had happened. I really thought it was bazaar!!!
second thing that happened that had seriously surprised. My friend was in a good mood in the morning. Then after our break, she became moody and angry like she was about to murder someone right there and then. After school, i walked her home and counciled her on the way. I asked her why she was so moody, she said that she just felt very moody. After that she started to throw mean words at me. Then I just clenched my fist and counted to 10. Then she started to throw pens and pencils and she pushed me to the floor in the end i got 5 scrapes on each leg and arm. I did not know what to do, i just ran away before she did anything worse. I did not know what to do so i just ran.
Third, when i thought i was safe, i reached home i got a shock of my life. I saw mt friend athena, she went to USA for 3 years already and she was in my house sipping tea with my parents. I was so shocked i had a mixture of happiness and confusion in me. We talked about lots of things and went shopping for clothes. When she had to go back home. I was seriously sad.
This just proves that everyday there are always surprises around the corner. Some may be pleasant, and some may hurt, so remember to always be ready for anything that happens.

the worst day ever

Hey, today is the worst day ever cause first my teacher scolded my class due to the fact that someone in my class forgot to do her homework. Then she said that she did not hear what the homework was ( but actually she did ). Then the teacher started to nag at us for about half an hour. Then my friend that said she did not know what the homework was started to fall alseep. Then the teacher called her up but she just say to the teacher, what is it. I am trying to sleep. When the teacher had heard this , she was so infuriated that the student got a one way trip to the descipline master and when she got back, the teacher did not even let her in the class. It was the worst day for me cause that person is my best friend. The teacher scolded me for not helping her, then she gave me a scolding just because of her. I cant stand her. She is the worst person in the world, i cant believe i was her friend.
Now on to section 2 of my worst day, today me and my friend had a big fight over a stupid last piece of cake. I said since i was here first, i got the cake. But she said that since she was older, she gets the last piece in the end the qurrel became way serious as we pointed out each others bad points. Even worst still, i and her sat together in class so you should have seen how silent it was between us. Everybody was so afraid a fight might break out so everyone told the teacher to change our places until the situation has settled down.
Now i felt really bad. I dont know what to do. Myabe i should just apologize to her tomorrow.

my irritating friend

Hi again. Today i aint as happy as yesterday because my friend is one of the most irritating person i have ever met. She thinks she is so damn cute but she id the hell not. She always kiss-up to the teacher. She is also the class worst secret keeper. She always blabber out peoples secrets. I really hate her. One time my friend told her this super big secret but she destroyed her friends reputation and blabbered out the biggest secret of the century. She always talks in class when people are trying to concentrate and when she gets a low score, she complains to the teacher that we talk to her so she cant concentrate. While we get scolded, she gets off clean sweep. She is also the worlds biggest tattle-tale. Everything we did not do, she says that we did it on purpose. She is just so full of herself. She does not even know how bad she is. We all really hate her. She is the worst.

my day

Hi todays my first blog. I feel super tired i feel really troubled that i had a game with one of seniors. I tried to keep up with them but i could not. My team and me lost quite badly but in the end we did our best and manage to win 1 game out of 2. I was quite happy.....but 1 out of 2 is not good enough for me.I thought. I feel that i must do better than my seniors so i can make them proud. I did not say that out loud but i did not say that out loud cause i did not want to sound so cocky. I want to be a good player and i really hope to play in the world championship games or the olympics if it is possible cause i really dont want to sound cocky but i would really like to do that, buts its just a dream and i know one day it may be possible so i should not give up on this dream right? I really believe in my dreams and i know me and my team would go to the top and be the best team the world has ever seen!!!